Just so you’d know

1. Err.

2. Boyfrand and I had our 1st anniversary together.

3. Really? DUH. (Disregard this point)

4. I had an interview with a retail / make-up brand.

5. I think I aced the interview.

6. I want the job. I hope the feeling is mutual.

7. Inception was wooooaaaah.

8. You made it overrated. (Disregard this point)

9. I realized I am mean.

10. I am capable of things I didn’t know I am. (DARN, why so vague?)

11. I love my boyfriend.

12. I’m going to marry him someday.

13. We’ll say our vows in a small chapel.

14. I’m over imagining.

15. I miss my Mom even if we’re together everyday. :(

16. I realized what a lame person you are. (Disregard this point)

17. I’m sorry I called you ugly. (Disregard this point)

18. I hate it when I sound right.

19. I realized that people are beyond the superficial. To get what you deserve, dig deeper. Uhmm—- deeper than that.

20. I wanna be on Tumblr regularly. I can’t really do it.

21. Twitter sucked my ass today.

22. Sometimes, you have to lie in order to be happy.

23. I pray for a lot of things.

24. I pray for mean, mean shopping.

25. I know you’re jealous of me. I can sense it. (Disregard this point)

26. I think I overreact sometimes.

27. I’m trying to be a better person.

28. But that won’t be possible with you around. (Disregard this point)

29. So go away. (I don’t want you to go to hell, yet. You’re pretty tolerable.) (Disregard this point)

30. I’m getting hooked to this.

31. I bleach my brows myself. Thank you, Helga. Thank you, Sally Hansen.

32. I think I perfected @iamreeca’s brows today.

33. I’m proud of myself.

34. I’m planning to venture into a business.

35. That won’t be anytime soon.

36. Everybody’s on Blackberry! Yey!

37. I still hate my boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend. Just the thought of her face is enough to ruin my day.

38. I’m extra beautiful with point # 37 in mind.

39. My dogs make me happy.

40. I’m sick. Medically sick.

41. I’m ending this “blog”. NOW.

How have you been?

I’m busy ironing out my life. Smell you soon, peoplez. :)

Happiness is like the L word. It’s overrated.

I feel like a rabbit at this point of my life. Wanting to move, wanting to hop. My libido for life is as active as a rabbit’s libido for sex. Funny how I said it, but true. I think what I need is self-contentment- it isn’t about money and happiness anymore. Srsly.

So I guess you already know from my past entry that I quit. And no, I’m not sad about that, I’m happy. Happy ‘cause this is the moment that I will prolly look back years from now, and that there’s a high chance of seeing myself saying, “That’s the most beautifully whacked thing I ever did!”

The question- what do I exactly want in my life?

I want to learn, and if that entails learning from my mistakes, then be it. I want to learn how to cook. How to drive. To love and care consistently. I want to box, so that I wouldn’t have to feel as *literally* heavy as this. I want to learn the art of appreciation. (Haha, sounded like a course back in college). I want to study again. Fashion Styling, perhaps? I don’t know, let’s leave it all to the end of week. I want to learn how to be patient. Accept things. Learn how to express myself effectively, no misjudgment, no hating. Just pure love from people that surrounds me. I’m a simple kid, you know. By learning all these, I know for a fact, entails happiness. But above all the happiness, what I really wish for is just self-contentment- and all the monsters are gone.

APPARENTLY…

I AM JOBLESS.

So what about the bills? Done. Payed them all in advance.

Advance? You mean, you have to consume your time here, right? Yep.

How would you do it without work? I’m enrolling myself to a fashion school! Fashion styling, perhaps? And I’ll go boxing, too.

Srsly? Yep, srsly. Anyhoots, I haven’t enrolled yet. Update you soon.

Am I crazy or what? I talk to myself often.

Helps fight boredom. :)

Tah tah!

Oh yeah disclaimer?

I’m back. AND I’M NOT FEELING GOOD, really. (See previous post)

Define holy random crapoly:

Losing all your vacation pictures (a whole day of it) all because you cared less.

P********GUSTOKONGMAGMURA.

Good morning, self.

Oatmeal is the next best thing invented to tanning lotions.

Comme des Garçons means…

“Like boys.”

Exempli:

Comme des Garçons, I tried to pee standing up. But that was a decade ago.

Love and Hate is…

Mom sneaking on my phone & forgetting my lock code. Consecutively. Darnit.